A Mama's World
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Papa dont put me inside the toybox
Last couple of weeks Arunav was down with fever - when will his immune system grow strong? It is tough to watch your child sick.
Friday, June 17, 2005
Sunday, June 12, 2005
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Paradigm
I am surprised to notice a certain puzzling development in me - now that Arunav stays long hours at daycare - I am growing more impatient when he is at home. Now that has taken me completely by surprise - I thought I would cherish the few moments we two will get but it is not so - many time I get impatient at his crankiness and his crying to be picked up. Is it because I am able to taste the freedom I earlier had - or is it that Arunav has become more demanding during the little time that he stays at home or is it simply fatigue on my part with almost 10 months of "no-full-night-sleep"......I just dont know and I am trying to consciously fight this change in me.
Meanwhile Arunav likes his mama(maternal uncle) a lot.....he just loves to play with him....specially "tooki"(Bengali of Peekaboo). Right here he is very happy playing with his 'maduli' (small drum filled with a patio hanging onto a chain).
Friday, June 03, 2005
Daycare
Going through some real tough time with Arunav - even after a month of daycare he is still crying bitterly when I leave him and never seems happy - when I go to get him - he seems to be exhausted...what do I do? On top of that instead of the happy child he always used to be at home - he has become cranky - he gets angry at every odd thing and is really proving difficult to control - he was never this way. I am not sure whether it is due to his growing up or the influence of daycare. When I leave him he is screaming with the daycare person and I can see the anger in his eyes as he glares at me.