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Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Paradigm

I am surprised to notice a certain puzzling development in me - now that Arunav stays long hours at daycare - I am growing more impatient when he is at home. Now that has taken me completely by surprise - I thought I would cherish the few moments we two will get but it is not so - many time I get impatient at his crankiness and his crying to be picked up. Is it because I am able to taste the freedom I earlier had - or is it that Arunav has become more demanding during the little time that he stays at home or is it simply fatigue on my part with almost 10 months of "no-full-night-sleep"......I just dont know and I am trying to consciously fight this change in me.

Meanwhile Arunav likes his mama(maternal uncle) a lot.....he just loves to play with him....specially "tooki"(Bengali of Peekaboo). Right here he is very happy playing with his 'maduli' (small drum filled with a patio hanging onto a chain).

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