!DOCTYPE html PUBLIC "-//W3C//DTD XHTML 1.0 Strict//EN" "http://www.w3.org/TR/xhtml1/DTD/xhtml1-strict.dtd"> A Mama's World: December 2010

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Encore

I told E, this is the worst exam I could ever have given and whatever I get in this exam is absolutely the lowest I can ever get - I havent touched my books for 3 months, I sat blurred of thoughts, blurred of vision, blurred of natural hearing and yet I sat for the exam - yeah I can't get worse than this...

So E, she laughed today when I still topped the class.

For me, I thought if that is still the best of the class - it means either my competitors are not serious enough or the course is 3 months' behind what it should be!

But it gives me that much needed boost, much needed pat - to get up and go again... let me think I am good and be happy about it....let me believe those words 'I am there'. A good end to the year.

Thursday, December 09, 2010

Rocks and Stones

A friend expecting a fourth child, Arunav seriously sick with chest congestion, Aarushi saying her lines perfectly in her Nativity play before bursting into tears because her angel dress was itchy, scoring 3 bingos in a scrabble game, feeling the passion for excellence while watching Social Network..............

the cold wind hitting my bare face - shaking me, begging me to look at it, standing right in front of me...

life flowing by with vitality, with bare beauty.