Encore
I told E, this is the worst exam I could ever have given and whatever I get in this exam is absolutely the lowest I can ever get - I havent touched my books for 3 months, I sat blurred of thoughts, blurred of vision, blurred of natural hearing and yet I sat for the exam - yeah I can't get worse than this...
So E, she laughed today when I still topped the class.
For me, I thought if that is still the best of the class - it means either my competitors are not serious enough or the course is 3 months' behind what it should be!
But it gives me that much needed boost, much needed pat - to get up and go again... let me think I am good and be happy about it....let me believe those words 'I am there'. A good end to the year.